Well I did it.. i joined this group. i just finished todays layout.. one of john and i. i find it hard sometimes to scrap old photo's from back then. it was a rough time in my life. But john was such a wonderful miracle for me. He was born on my mom's bday. what a gift. i titled it feel.. but i don't have any words to complete this sentence. so many things i feel for him, for my mom, for that period in my life but for this day, i am not going to go into all of that. i am going to enjoy the feeling i have when i look at this perfect little child sitting on my lap and i am going to look forward to the next month, the day, the next moment, the next second.. to all the nexts' in my world